I feel as if I can put no foot on the ground. Work is demanding right now. It's also more satisfying but somehow I messed up my recover/relax-after-work process. I'm irritated and snappish, tense and restless. And tired. It has become worse the last days. The flight yesterday had relieved the tension but then I was again so tired I fell into the bed and was promptly asleep.
This morning I woke up with back pain and I slipped again in this dreadful mood. I look at the mess in the flat and beat myself up for it. Clean this, put that away first. I should write, the Andromerotica deadline is only two weeks away. The short stories need to be revised.
I feel like a mess.