You know what they say about the best-laid plans...
Taking now a longer vacation is out of question. Far too much work waits. Writing after work may be possible, but if the last weeks are an indication I have to hope for a wonder.
It is an ambigous feeling. The rational part of me says: Are you nuts? Don't you have enough stress at your hands? The other replies: I'm itching to write. Wouldn't it be great to write? Just to see that you can do more than a snippet here and there?
I really don't know. Maybe, if I get myself sorted out I could do NaNoWriMo unofficially, just to boost my word count and to get me over this current phase of non-writing. Writing will stay only my hobby for long years to come (if I don't give up on it) and working my day job will take most of my time so it might be a good thing if I can figure out to do both.